[...] Now worry about your own damn self.
I was quite content to ignore all of these reoccurring histrionics, 'cause I obviously don't have a
"dog in this fight"... but Neon's most-recent avatar-change grabbed my attention, and now that this flamewar has inexplicably
engulfed the horizon I feel compelled to
"speak my peace".
1)
The Ultimate Warrior was goddamn awesome. It's as if a scientist and a wizard teamed-up, took the classic
WWF™ and distilled all of its excitement down into a single drop of liquid, and then polymorphed
that into a human. Anyone reppin' TUW has to have at least
some taste.
2) Neon... I'm not going to pretend that I seriously
"know you", or what you
"really want", or what your possible
"strategy" may be for accomplishing it. I'm not going to give you any
"keyboard psychoanalysis", and you certainly don't owe a random forum poster
any answers or explanations. Perhaps all of this chaotic verbiage has unfolded
exactly as you planned, and you've secretly never been happier? Or... perhaps not.
3) What I
will do, however... is simply request that you take a few slow breaths, and then ask
yourself what you
actually want?
...because whatever "that" is, I find it extremely difficult to believe that this:
...is really the best way to go about achieving it.
4) Whatever answer you ultimately (
heh) give yourself, I wish you all the best in achieving it.
There, I'm out... enjoy this accursed thread.