Tsk tsk, lowering yourself to name calling. Such a shame.
Apparently one of them isn't Xanax or of it's ilk, else you would not have went on that little tirade. You should assume the lotus position and chant you favorite mantra. Perhaps that may calm you down a bit.
Aum.... Aum....
No one said you were "shooting heroin and roid" or even asked. It was you that brought the drug use up.
/cheers
actually ye i have valium ativan and klonopin all prescribed, as well as some other less known benzodiazepines and similar drugs(temazepam, ambien), i just dont take them every day bcuz long term they can usually worsen your ability to deal with stress in long run with daily use, highly increases risks of seizures when taken slightly too often, etc... you gotta be real careful with the drugs that modulate the GABA receptor, they can be real scary unsafe when used long term, i use em only really for withdrawal/severe insomnia, but wouldn't start to take em as often as im stressed out/pissed off because i live in severe stress on many days.
and yea i actually apoligize for coming off so angry, the reason is because i have a huge amount of anger i live with every day, it stays inside and i am on drugs daily that help to suppress it, as well as the physical n neurological pain i have to live with every day in my life cuz of my health, n just overall state of life, not sure how it comes off but not bringing up drugs as a cool thing or something, its brought up cuz it actually hinders your brain capacity long term being on em so i blame alot of shortcomings/mistakes on that, like mistakes that didnt happen previously related to awareness etc. if it was helping me play i wouldnt bring it up lol. so at times i have serious emotional reactions to these things because they indeed bother me a great deal so its a touchy subject for me..
dont want to make enemies with anyone, i have a long history of taking shots at people who dont really actively play 19 and start making threads to get attention n whatnot out of nowhere(curley, ore, maybe more people but cant remember em)
thats just a bad habit tho n i apoligize for being rude to anyone, sometimes i let my aggressive side get the best of me