It wasn't just some shitty old premade with subpar players like MiC, Proxy, BtB, VD, FB,LS, Dynasty, etc. It was one the most competitive series in Cata. I happened to played for one of the best guilds to have ever played (CL, PH/Original WT, MB,MGC, NA). You can try and undermine how good those games were but because you cannot even comprehend what makes a player good let alone how to judge a premade but it wont prove much at all.
Who are these mysterious 19s that are apparently the "best" in their class? You lost your drive because a couple people commented on how lack luster your playstyle is? That seems a little weak even by 19s standard.
The game seems dull to you because you cannot understand what is going on around you nor do you know how to fix it, for if you had such insight it wouldn't take much effort for you to fix these problems. Congratulations, you have taken the moral high ground of being friends with people regardless of whether they are awful at this game or not (similar goals and aspirations usually attract). I also do not recall saying that they were completely skill-less although there is a possibility that I have, but this is merely a matter of semantics that I shall clarify -- if I call someone a skill-less idiot or bad player it is usually meant in the way of them being subpar or making terrible decisions.
The reason for it to raise an eyebrow is because it was not even brought up until you had mentioned it. It is a completely irrelevant piece of information and a statistic that can be easily manipulated causing its' realistic integrity to become almost void. You have previously stated that you identify players as being good by topping charts and flaunt the fact that you top healing charts which does not accurately display a player's skill or worth. You might want to put in some effort to finding players that you can rely on, although this may be tough if they do not feel like they can rely on you, which may in fact be the problem in the first place.
There isn't a side that completely dominates the bracket, it all depends upon those factors I previously mentioned (# of Goods/# of Bad/Class Comp). You have to be delusional to think it is a specific side that wins, it is (for the most part) the good players that win, and what side they queue on.
I have given you great insight into the problems that you have but I feel as if you may never triumph over them. You are beneath me. Far, far beneath me. Just because I rustled your feathers and called you out for a few major mistakes that you make on a consistent basis you have gone into a state of denial, how long you wish to stay in that state is up to you. Suck up your unsubstantial ego and move on, until then you will not progress and continue looking like an absolute fool.
It may seem like I have a large ego, but to be honest it only comes out when people need to be put in their place.
By not giving a fuck you are indeed stunting your growth. You may not care that you are not getting better but don't think for a second that you have reached status as an above average player. It is an insult to those of us that have reached such a level of play. If you do not feel that it is worth your time to get better or to even become mediocre than know your place. You do not get to call yourself above average because you are not.
Sit down kid and accept your inclusion to the Subpar Club.