Sorry to hear this.
I hope anyone here who's going through emotional distress lets others around you know. Also it's very easy to just give up when you've had a horrible day. Try not to drown in your thoughts and get some much needed rest. I don't know the details, but I've struggled with depression in the past and I know how easy it is to be brought down, feeling like the world won't give you a break. When things feel like they can't get much worse, there's truth to that and surviving will bring about another answer.. That things will get better again.
Rest in peace Jenny