Turned on you, left you out to dry... let's get back to the part where you claim you were taking responsibility for what you've done?
This is starting to annoy me... I think I've been very patient with you and given you every chance to own up to what YOU did, and the circumstances you now find yourself in are a direct result of YOUR actions and attitudes. Nobody turned on you, man... you sold yourself out.
You seemed like a good person, but then you started treating everyone, including your own friends, like they owed you something. Even now you continue to try to play the victim, the persecuted one, and completely ignore your responsibility for your own actions and their inevitable consequences. It is equivalent to driving recklessly down the street and running people off the road, and then when the cops pull you over, you act like they're just singling you out for police harrassment.
Own your mistakes! I don't agree with Naeomie; I don't think it is too late for you to show some maturity and some genuine remorse for the way you -continue- to treat people here. I am, however, starting to really doubt whether or not you have sufficient motivation or sufficient emotional fortitude to quit playing the victim, and restore your name by doing the right thing.
I feel like we've given you every possible opportunity to make this right. It's up to you now.