Shouldn't say this is your "last hurrah". Just look at how many "final world tours" people have had just to come back and have another one.
My analysis...
Yet, another person on TI so very desperately craving for attention or acceptance. It could be from any number of things. Although it is rather difficult to 100% determine without more information.
Many people on TI have acceptance issues. Whether it is from a superiority complex, which can evolve from jealousy. Or just simple lack of self confidence. That is why they seek to be a "special snowflake". It is quite simple really. Most people grow out of it given time. Although, we have not had a generation that has ever sit in front of a computer screen for most of their youth as their way to interact socially with people grow up yet either. They may not ever "grow out" it.