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Grandfathered
After plans with a certain team fell through 2 months prior to this years cup, I find myself in a similar situation each year. In search of a team and whatnot shortly before the tourney, no one owes me a spot, I understand, but it sucks knowing that my dedication and some ability have been overlooked. Once again I understand. I really hate feeling like this because to some extent, I really wanted to play, this community has been here for me. This is my way of giving back, but with plebs always happening when im around and me being the last to know when I know for sure that these games take forever to fill, it hurts me. people I genuinely spent time with and tried building bonds, overcoming situations where we didnt see eye to eye, and ultimately never disrespecting on purpose. I want to say im sorry if i ever came across as pretentious or snobby, i aint ish. Well to explain why it upsets me to be the last to be told about wargames or to never be told until the games take a turn for the worst. Im searching for a team, to be on a team, you have to play, to play you have to get in the plebs. Also if my only options are playing the sloppyseconds of the games and not playing at all, my goal of being recruited becomes slim to none on either side. Oh well i guess, thats how the cookie crumbles.
Im sad and tired of sitting around my computer waiting for my buds who make the games to hit me up, regardless of how much i bend to make comps balanced. its no ones fault or responsibility, but mine so ill deal with it, but yeah im out of this years cup i guess. gunna go be sad in real life now.
Im sad and tired of sitting around my computer waiting for my buds who make the games to hit me up, regardless of how much i bend to make comps balanced. its no ones fault or responsibility, but mine so ill deal with it, but yeah im out of this years cup i guess. gunna go be sad in real life now.
