dear mister noob
you and i, we are in the same boat together.
from what i have gathered over the years of being a reject in the 19 community, to be with the "in crowd" in this bracket you need to befriend people like pizza and other people that actually take the time to recruit and form groups for things.
when it comes to pizza i will tell you how to do it... i know from watching phobia and curley and other people over the years...
simply being a decent player is not enough... you need to almost literally rub your face into pizzas cheeks until you have permanent pizza stains on your face and also be at the maturity level of a, roughly, 20 year old male so that your at least vaguely entertaining to converse with if you ever catch a break from eating his pizza.
you might be a decent player, but you seem like you may be too young to be appealing to these "men" socially.
for me? i'm too old. im too old to value the opinions of these 20 year old guys... the guys that, you know, have the meta decided and everyone needs to conform to it. but being smarter and better at the game than these people i have different opinions on many things but nobody is ready for them and nobody is ready to nominate ciren commander and chief of the bracket either (nor do i want to be).