Life Story In A Nut Shell

"Ambassador Awesome is considered the father of the Indian independence movement. Awesome spent twenty years in South Africa working to fight discrimination. It was there that he created his concept of satyagraha, a non-violent way of protesting against injustices. While in India, his obvious virtue, simplistic lifestyle, and minimal dress endeared him to the people. He spent his remaining years working diligently to both remove British rule from India as well as to better the lives of India's poorest classes. Many civil rights leaders, including Martin Luther King Jr., used Awesome's concept of non-violent protest as a model for their own struggles."



- an excerpt from my biography.
 
mfw my live sucks :(

>born 16.1.1996

>funny kindergarten, had a really good friend ( now i never see him :( )

>go to first class, everything was finde

>reach six class, live goes down because parents split up

>10 grade atm, never had a girlfriend, friends are jerks, live suck

>i miss my father
 
Born Dec 21st, 1989. Went to Catholic school for my 4th grade year and then back to public school. Been working for my dad's construction company since I was ~10, still help on and off, but I am looking for a job right now. Dated a girl from Texas whom I met through WoW, she tried to kill me. Broke up with her, because she didn't celebrate Halloween. Tried to kill myself in 11th grade while at school. Met my first real friend and she helped me get the noose off my neck. Graduated in 2008 and started college a few weeks later. Majoring in Video Game Design and Development. Dated another girl my first year of college, walked in on her doing the nasty with someone I knew from high school. Tried to kill myself a second time by jumping in front of a train; jumped too far and landed on the other track ... Still don't know how I managed to do that. Dated a girl I knew from high school when I was in my second semester of college. Lots of sex; I watched the entire first season of Buffy, the entire series of Firefly, and episodes IV, V, and VI of Star Wars while she had sex with me and I told her to keep quiet, because the movie was just getting good. I bought an engagement ring, asked for her families permission, and then, while leaving her house, she told me she had been cheating on me with her room mate and she broke up with me. I saw her again 2 months later to get back my things; "What did I even see in you." College. Went out with a girl for a week, turns out she was dating someone else, he found out before I even know what was going on and broke my nose; my first broken bone. More drama and college. Some friends became enemies, enemies became friends. Sprinkle in WoW somewhere. And now I am telling you this while I am taking a shit on my toilet.



~Zuty
 
Zuty said:
Born Dec 21st, 1989. Went to Catholic school for my 4th grade year and then back to public school. Been working for my dad's construction company since I was ~10, still help on and off, but I am looking for a job right now. Dated a girl from Texas whom I met through WoW, she tried to kill me. Broke up with her, because she didn't celebrate Halloween. Tried to kill myself in 11th grade while at school. Met my first real friend and she helped me get the noose off my neck. Graduated in 2008 and started college a few weeks later. Majoring in Video Game Design and Development. Dated another girl my first year of college, walked in on her doing the nasty with someone I knew from high school. Tried to kill myself a second time by jumping in front of a train; jumped too far and landed on the other track ... Still don't know how I managed to do that. Dated a girl I knew from high school when I was in my second semester of college. Lots of sex; I watched the entire first season of Buffy, the entire series of Firefly, and episodes IV, V, and VI of Star Wars while she had sex with me and I told her to keep quiet, because the movie was just getting good. I bought an engagement ring, asked for her families permission, and then, while leaving her house, she told me she had been cheating on me with her room mate and she broke up with me. I saw her again 2 months later to get back my things; "What did I even see in you." College. Went out with a girl for a week, turns out she was dating someone else, he found out before I even know what was going on and broke my nose; my first broken bone. More drama and college. Some friends became enemies, enemies became friends. Sprinkle in WoW somewhere. And now I am telling you this while I am taking a shit on my toilet.



~Zuty
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Depressing

Why does everyone have a sad story?



Also I want to have a computer in my bathroom ...
 
well crap, born in hagerstown md april of 87, dad got locked up for distribution while my mom was 6 months pregnant with me. mom and aunt raised me til i was 4 and my dad got out. he hung around for a year then dissapeared again, i was a pain in the ass child with anger management issues killing a single mother of 2, 5th grade i was sent to live with my grandmother while my mom was in rehab. grandmother was diagnosed with lung cancer so i was shipped to ohio to live with my father. lived in ohio for a year.

moved back to maryland to live with my mom, made it a year before she got busted for possesion of a class a narcotic, sent back to ohio. got expelled in 8th grade for possesion of a concealed weapon. dad made my life hell for that year. went back to school as a freshman and managed to do well enough to stay in school.

jr and sr year i went to a tech school for automotive technology, offered a free ride to the university of northwestern ohio in high performance automotive. highschool sweetheart didnt want me to go and i thought i was in love so i didnt. spent a year getting drunk and eating pills. met my now wife and got clean. went to work in a motorcycle assembly and repair shop.

had kids, sold all my cars, got layed off and resorted to wow for a cheap hobby. 3k later i had a desktop i liked and was addicted to the game.



tdlr: life sucks 8)
 
i cant believe how many people can fail at a simple thing like trying to kill yourself. if you cant even do that youre just bad

like somehow jumping 15ft+ so fast you clear a whole train before it swipes you. when all you had to do was take one step. or hell go to a city and touch the 3rd rail. or walk in front of a city bus. or jump of a tall building. or drink poison. od on drugs. buy a gun. use some sharp objects. i mean, do you guys need suicide consultants? could i euthanize you?
 
Falkor said:
i cant believe how many people can fail at a simple thing like trying to kill yourself. if you cant even do that youre just bad

like somehow jumping 15ft+ so fast you clear a whole train before it swipes you. when all you had to do was take one step. or hell go to a city and touch the 3rd rail. or walk in front of a city bus. or jump of a tall building. or drink poison. od on drugs. buy a gun. use some sharp objects. i mean, do you guys need suicide consultants? could i euthanize you?
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The ones who really want to do it succeed, the ones who crave attention (occasionally subconciously) fail.
 
I was born in whatever year it was of August 18. Elementary school was okay, although I don't remember much. But in the 3rd grade, my parents split up. Since then I was living with either one separately for years at a time, while barely seeing the other. Also since they split up, I've had to move a lot so I've had to make new friends as I had to go to different schools on other sides of town, but I've stayed in Nevada for my whole life now. Middle School was w/e, always got suspended or got detention for the most retarded reasons possible, still had a lot of friends, which is all I really cared about. My mom met my step-dad when I was in the 6th grade, he eventually moved in with me, her, and my brother. Had my first boyfriend in MS about 7th grade (Yes I am a girl.) I guess I started WoW in the 8th grade or something, been playing for 4 or so years. I also started weed in about 8th grade. High School, I had 2 new half sisters in my life, one from my mom, another from my dad. I had to get a zone varience (if most of you know what that is) for the HS I wanted to go to, but it got turned down because of my behavior. So I was stuck in a school with people that I didn't even know. I'm going for Soccer this year to get more activity in my life.



There's alot more details but I'd rather not go into them, and I don't think most of my story is completely in chronilogical order.
 
Falkor said:
i cant believe how many people can fail at a simple thing like trying to kill yourself. if you cant even do that youre just bad

like somehow jumping 15ft+ so fast you clear a whole train before it swipes you. when all you had to do was take one step. or hell go to a city and touch the 3rd rail. or walk in front of a city bus. or jump of a tall building. or drink poison. od on drugs. buy a gun. use some sharp objects. i mean, do you guys need suicide consultants? could i euthanize you?
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If you've ever had a gun to your head you would know all the emotions going through your head. (source) experience



also ODing on drugs wont kill you all the time everytime. (source) experience



if your going to try and kill yourself dont use methods that involve jumping infront of stuff if you **** up your going to be a cripple and wont be able to commit suicide.
 
popped out the womb weilding a spoon ready 2 eat the baby food moved on to twinks and becamse the best rogue
 
Soberlolz said:
If you've ever had a gun to your head you would know all the emotions going through your head. (source) experience
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having a gun to your head with the intention of pulling the trigger is different than someone else holding it to your head. if youre set to kill yourself pull the damn trigger ya pansy, end your sad pathetic existance of a life that lead you there



Soberlolz said:
also ODing on drugs wont kill you all the time everytime. (source) experience
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do research on what drugs will actually accomplish the feat, in the quickest amount of time, and what quantity you need - then take more. its a bit risky b/c a natural reaction should be getting sick, which takes it out of your system. also make sure youre alone for enough time that no nosy nelly walks in and calls the paramedics



Soberlolz said:
if your going to try and kill yourself dont use methods that involve jumping infront of stuff if you **** up your going to be a cripple and wont be able to commit suicide.
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you will be dead, not a cripple, if you step in front of a speeding freight train. or a city bus moving at full speed. or jumping from an overpass onto an expressway. etc etc etc.

unless you have some super human powers (minus a logical brain) you will die. the times people get crippled are when they half ass it and run into an object that is slowing down to come to a predetermined stop or the driver is on his game and slams on the breaks/maneuvers in such a way that it isnt a fatal blow. so there is a chance it will fail, but odds are in your favor of dying





look at all that free advice i just gave out. personally i would do it in a manner that doesnt endanger anyone elses lives (like trains, buses, jumping off objects into traffic or onto people, etc)...but if you wanna be a dick about it, go for it - if done correctly you'll be a stain anyways.
 
Awesome said:
Also I want to have a computer in my bathroom ...
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Get a laptop. They can go everywhere!



Falkor said:
i cant believe how many people can fail at a simple thing like trying to kill yourself. if you cant even do that youre just bad

like somehow jumping 15ft+ so fast you clear a whole train before it swipes you. when all you had to do was take one step. or hell go to a city and touch the 3rd rail. or walk in front of a city bus. or jump of a tall building. or drink poison. od on drugs. buy a gun. use some sharp objects. i mean, do you guys need suicide consultants? could i euthanize you?
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I downed a few bottles of randomly assorted drugs and used a needle to inject bleach into my blood stream while also having a nice cup of bleach to help. Obviously nothing happened. All joking aside, please don't joke around about suicide; it's a very touchy subject for me and I am sure others.



Sàxxon said:
popped out the womb weilding a spoon ready 2 eat the baby food moved on to twinks and becamse the best rogue
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~Zuty
 
My life didn't begin until my girlfriend.



it's all sunshine and rainbows after that.
 
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