Zitalin
Legend
Hello bracket.
After a nostalgic evening of reading old threads on twinkinfo, i finally realised how i used to behave towards other people on this forum.
Many comments are childish, selfpromoting and completely off-topic regarding the thread. I have recently not played any kind of twinking, but instead focused more on studies and work irl. Having a break from the game have made me realise that i've been very self-centred and always ended up blaming other people but myself. It is clear for me that i indeed do need to apologize to some people.
Why would i do that in a subforum on twinkinfo? Well, most people know each other on twinkinfo, and many of you might also know that i've been posting some serious crap over the years i've been here, wether it being some selfpromoting bullshit or direct hate towards one person. I want to tell those who might've thought "man, what an asshole" that i am apologizing once and for all. If you don't recognise me on the forums, then i guess this thread is pointless - sorry about that.
I have been acting very arrogant a while back, when i still was leading Ante Amanthe. Many people, on twinkinfo and in the guild (as even to this day), might have gotten a bad idea of who i am. I honestly never realized that i was being arrogant until some of my old officers told me. Even then i tried little to change the attitude, and that would result in "a war" with Aelobin, Splosion, Xipelol and the other Legacy members. The self-promotion regarding ICC raiding was pointless, and i know that i kept thinking that everything revolved around Ante Amanthe and especially me. I guess i was too proud of what i had made to see that other people were achieving something even more amazing than we did. My apologies for the many useless comments on your progression threads.
I know that i owe many other people an apologize for have been a dick towards them. I do, however, owe the biggest apologize to five certain people;
Onlydreams, of course, is one of these five. I know i've been holding a grudge against you the past year, yet i kind of realise why you and i never really seemed to get along. When Ante Amanthe started going inactive and i lost my interest, i did not want to realise this. I kept believing that i would be able get the guild through this, yet without really doing jack about it. Onlydreams, i've flamed you for quite a lot, including a "coup". Back then i saw it as something personal, but i do realise that you wanted to keep the twinking community running, wether it was in Ante or in a new guild lead by a more active person. I also apologize if i at times seemed to differ you from other members when it came to joking and such. I would never differ people from one another, but give you equal rights in the guild. I believe that i blindly did this, due to the "sup, i'm Sall" thingy. Please understand that Elkiva was and still is a good friend of mine, and it also made me very mad. From that point i've blindly been trying to be some kind of dictator.
Please forgive all this bullshit. I do understand Shinela better now, when he decided to promote you.
And about that; Shinela, i am very sorry for getting mad at you. I passed the guild on to you, knowing that you would do your best to keep it running, no matter the cost. I still blindly hated Onlydreams when you promoted him, and therefor got very mad at you as well. You are the nicest guy in this bracket, and i am very sorry for what i've said. You're one of the oldest Ante Amanthe members, and you know the members as good as i did back then. You are good at judging people, seeing how they may change over time. And heck, Onlydreams is doing a pretty damn good job now i can understand.
I would also like to apologize to Ironclíff, an old friend of mine who helped me leading Ante Amanthe at its peak, and still did a great job after i abandoned it. I am very sorry for getting equally mad at you as on Shinela when Onlydreams was re-invited to the guild. We really had a fight, lol, but i do miss your Pölse-snak on teamspeak.
Leggzor, i also let my anger out on you, even though we didn't talk much. You did not deserve any of this, as you merely wanted to help the guild and never saw Onlydreams as i did. My apologizes.
Scoot, i also owe you an apologize. I honestly think you're a nice person who are dedicated to achieve stuff in this bracket. At the very start, i was hoping that Shinela at one point would promote you, heck i even suggested it to him myself back then. Recently i've been quite a douche towards you. Sorry about the battletag discussions and taunting comments on twinkinfo.
I hope you guys on twinkinfo, especially the ones mentioned, can forgive my previous behaviour, and i hope that those who don't know me well will change their view on me, in case they think i'm an arse.
I recently started speaking with some old twink buddies, and that've gotten me back to twinking. This is not an attempt to get forgiven by those i've apologized to, but hopefully they'll accept this and leave all the shenanigans in the past. It's also not an attempt to re-join Ante Amanthe, as i probably will stick to 60 twinking for now.
If any of the mentioned in this thread wish to speak further about the past and share some of their thoughts on my behaviour, then you're welcome to add me on Zitalin#2772.
(Sorry if this isn't considered bracket-related, but this is the bracket where i've gotten myself unfriendly. Feel free to remove it if you think it's a pointless thread)
After a nostalgic evening of reading old threads on twinkinfo, i finally realised how i used to behave towards other people on this forum.
Many comments are childish, selfpromoting and completely off-topic regarding the thread. I have recently not played any kind of twinking, but instead focused more on studies and work irl. Having a break from the game have made me realise that i've been very self-centred and always ended up blaming other people but myself. It is clear for me that i indeed do need to apologize to some people.
Why would i do that in a subforum on twinkinfo? Well, most people know each other on twinkinfo, and many of you might also know that i've been posting some serious crap over the years i've been here, wether it being some selfpromoting bullshit or direct hate towards one person. I want to tell those who might've thought "man, what an asshole" that i am apologizing once and for all. If you don't recognise me on the forums, then i guess this thread is pointless - sorry about that.
I have been acting very arrogant a while back, when i still was leading Ante Amanthe. Many people, on twinkinfo and in the guild (as even to this day), might have gotten a bad idea of who i am. I honestly never realized that i was being arrogant until some of my old officers told me. Even then i tried little to change the attitude, and that would result in "a war" with Aelobin, Splosion, Xipelol and the other Legacy members. The self-promotion regarding ICC raiding was pointless, and i know that i kept thinking that everything revolved around Ante Amanthe and especially me. I guess i was too proud of what i had made to see that other people were achieving something even more amazing than we did. My apologies for the many useless comments on your progression threads.
I know that i owe many other people an apologize for have been a dick towards them. I do, however, owe the biggest apologize to five certain people;
Onlydreams, of course, is one of these five. I know i've been holding a grudge against you the past year, yet i kind of realise why you and i never really seemed to get along. When Ante Amanthe started going inactive and i lost my interest, i did not want to realise this. I kept believing that i would be able get the guild through this, yet without really doing jack about it. Onlydreams, i've flamed you for quite a lot, including a "coup". Back then i saw it as something personal, but i do realise that you wanted to keep the twinking community running, wether it was in Ante or in a new guild lead by a more active person. I also apologize if i at times seemed to differ you from other members when it came to joking and such. I would never differ people from one another, but give you equal rights in the guild. I believe that i blindly did this, due to the "sup, i'm Sall" thingy. Please understand that Elkiva was and still is a good friend of mine, and it also made me very mad. From that point i've blindly been trying to be some kind of dictator.
Please forgive all this bullshit. I do understand Shinela better now, when he decided to promote you.
And about that; Shinela, i am very sorry for getting mad at you. I passed the guild on to you, knowing that you would do your best to keep it running, no matter the cost. I still blindly hated Onlydreams when you promoted him, and therefor got very mad at you as well. You are the nicest guy in this bracket, and i am very sorry for what i've said. You're one of the oldest Ante Amanthe members, and you know the members as good as i did back then. You are good at judging people, seeing how they may change over time. And heck, Onlydreams is doing a pretty damn good job now i can understand.
I would also like to apologize to Ironclíff, an old friend of mine who helped me leading Ante Amanthe at its peak, and still did a great job after i abandoned it. I am very sorry for getting equally mad at you as on Shinela when Onlydreams was re-invited to the guild. We really had a fight, lol, but i do miss your Pölse-snak on teamspeak.
Leggzor, i also let my anger out on you, even though we didn't talk much. You did not deserve any of this, as you merely wanted to help the guild and never saw Onlydreams as i did. My apologizes.
Scoot, i also owe you an apologize. I honestly think you're a nice person who are dedicated to achieve stuff in this bracket. At the very start, i was hoping that Shinela at one point would promote you, heck i even suggested it to him myself back then. Recently i've been quite a douche towards you. Sorry about the battletag discussions and taunting comments on twinkinfo.
I hope you guys on twinkinfo, especially the ones mentioned, can forgive my previous behaviour, and i hope that those who don't know me well will change their view on me, in case they think i'm an arse.
I recently started speaking with some old twink buddies, and that've gotten me back to twinking. This is not an attempt to get forgiven by those i've apologized to, but hopefully they'll accept this and leave all the shenanigans in the past. It's also not an attempt to re-join Ante Amanthe, as i probably will stick to 60 twinking for now.
If any of the mentioned in this thread wish to speak further about the past and share some of their thoughts on my behaviour, then you're welcome to add me on Zitalin#2772.
(Sorry if this isn't considered bracket-related, but this is the bracket where i've gotten myself unfriendly. Feel free to remove it if you think it's a pointless thread)
