An Apology

bigmoran

bigmoran

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I want to clear a few things up in light of recent events and my actions in the past few days.

I very well understand at this point that I am not well liked by many members of this community. My only request is that you hear me out without the influence of these attitudes.

For the past two weeks I have been queuing into and getting crushed by <HARVEST> premades. Even when we had a small PUG going ourselves, it seemed like we were constantly losing games. Over time, this made me very frustrated. I am a very competitive person and losing is definitely my least favorite thing in this world. This frustration manifested itself in me getting Lukenukem hit offline during a premade vs premade game. It was an incredibly cheap way to win and it is something that I am now ashamed of. I want to make clear that my actions only reflect flaws of my character, and are NOT AT ALL representative of my guild or the friends I often queue with. Once again, it was immature and stupid that I did these things.

I want to formally apologize to all members of <HARVEST>, especially HB and Lukenukem, as well as the community itself. I have noticed myself becoming whiny and disrespectful; I will promise that these attitudes and actions will change for the better.
 
bigmoran said:
I want to clear a few things up in light of recent events and my actions in the past few days.

I very well understand at this point that I am not well liked by many members of this community. My only request is that you hear me out without the influence of these attitudes.

For the past two weeks I have been queuing into and getting crushed by <HARVEST> premades. Even when we had a small PUG going ourselves, it seemed like we were constantly losing games. Over time, this made me very frustrated. I am a very competitive person and losing is definitely my least favorite thing in this world. This frustration manifested itself in me getting Lukenukem hit offline during a premade vs premade game. It was an incredibly cheap way to win and it is something that I am now ashamed of. I want to make clear that my actions only reflect flaws of my character, and are NOT AT ALL representative of my guild or the friends I often queue with. Once again, it was immature and stupid that I did these things.

I want to formally apologize to all members of <HARVEST>, especially HB and Lukenukem, as well as the community itself. I have noticed myself becoming whiny and disrespectful; I will promise that these attitudes and actions will change for the better.
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Thank you man appreciate it. You know where I stand I have high regards for you as player, glad we can move past the silly outside issues. Apology accepted

Edit: I also want to say I probably went a bit overboard last night in my post in the heat of the moment, I'm just an emotional passionate twink that cares about bracket
 
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Does anyone else find it coincidental that most of the issues with DDoS and sketchy playing like this happened right around the time this guy and his cohorts came to the bracket to "take over" the first Twink Cup?

There are many things I'd like to say but in the name of keeping it civil, good on you for apologizing for being a scumbag at least. HB, Lukenukem and most of the guys in HARVEST are solid dudes and even better players, you'd do well to learn to play at their level and stop resorting to lowbrow tricks.
 
PPPopper said:
Oh how twinking has changed.. This is lol and a shame.
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He's probably "lolling" because twinks in the past few years have done things to hurt the community and then after they have been found out they apologize and expect people to just let it go after the damage has been done. But the apology isn't going to bring back the people who left because of what happened.

Not saying that apologizing is wrong, but just saying that it doesn't entirely fix what has been broken, although its a start.

So yeh :D
 
Everyone makes mistakes, I don't hate you at all. It takes a decent person to apologize for doing wrong. I think you have a lot to offer to 19s and I hope this doesn't deter you from continuing to forward this brackets betterment in whatever way possible.
 
Honey badger said:
Shouldn't the bracket master suspend him for 10 days in game? :p
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In-game suspension: you have to log on, and spend the whole day crafting in your garrison.

Just FYI, anyone DDoS's me, I'm coming to their house and cutting off their lights and water. Just kidding, but if you don't see how these things are equivalent, you're well on your way to becoming a sociopath.
 
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bigmoran said:
I want to clear a few things up in light of recent events and my actions in the past few days.

I very well understand at this point that I am not well liked by many members of this community. My only request is that you hear me out without the influence of these attitudes.

For the past two weeks I have been queuing into and getting crushed by <HARVEST> premades. Even when we had a small PUG going ourselves, it seemed like we were constantly losing games. Over time, this made me very frustrated. I am a very competitive person and losing is definitely my least favorite thing in this world. This frustration manifested itself in me getting Lukenukem hit offline during a premade vs premade game. It was an incredibly cheap way to win and it is something that I am now ashamed of. I want to make clear that my actions only reflect flaws of my character, and are NOT AT ALL representative of my guild or the friends I often queue with. Once again, it was immature and stupid that I did these things.

I want to formally apologize to all members of <HARVEST>, especially HB and Lukenukem, as well as the community itself. I have noticed myself becoming whiny and disrespectful; I will promise that these attitudes and actions will change for the better.
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Dont change who you are for the liking of others.

Be yourself <3
 
Have only just come back to the bracket after quite a long break on a new account, played vanilla-start of wrath in 19s but les waffle... All I'm saying is I'm an alien face here but for what it's worth:

Big respect to someone who can actually apologise to people sincerely like you have done. I too am very competitive and it takes a mature, good type of fella to face self-shame. Good on ya pal!
 
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